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I'm type of person that would go extra mile for someone who never cross the street for me. I could cross the ocean for someone who never ever step on a puddle for me. It is wrong?? I never thought it would be this hurt. When you're really trying everything you could do for them, but they just threw it away. What am i supposed to do? Take them as priorities but never felt like i was part of their life, always fell that i was their last choice. Not even once or twice, but many times. What if i treat the way they treat me? They would hate me. When i told them about what i really fell, they said " You're too sensitive" "Chill out" " Hey, calm down" "What you said?" I set you on top my priorities but what i got? nothing at all. When you happy with everyone beside you, but never feel the same when you're with me. Am i wrong? i just hate the way they influence you, once i saw the dark side of one your friend. I never get along with them. You know that I love you so, so stop make me insecure. I really hate their lifestyle somehow. You know that i'm not smoke, drink and i would never do anything that forbidden. so i hope you know that too. What if i do that just to make you simply realize. I would smoke and blew it on your face. Putting a sexy clothes just to make you see that other boys point at me. Do anything to make you angry, sad, hurt as hell. So you know what i feel. i know you would never listen to my word even to my tears and fears. so the only think that i could do is pray.

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